I'm such a pillowcase

To be honest if I wasn’t with someone right now I probably would be cutting again. When I was single I didn’t have to worry about someone seeing me unclothed, but myself. There would be hiding spots beneath my cloth and no one to ask what that scratch was from when they see my upper thighs or arms. I’ve been clean for nearly two years, but I still miss the feeling of the cool razor on my skin. I know I have no reason to feel like this. I’m selfish for even thinking about doing it. I just miss that feeling. That rush.

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